This time is my first real heartbreak ever that suffered me too much. Every place that we visited with each other has the illusion two of us. right now all of the happy time it’s hurting me.
We happy at the moment, then bad things come because what I did to her. I want to be alone. And I leave her alone so many times. Until then I got what I want, she leaves me.
It going to be fine for two of us. I was like an Introvert guy who hates communicating and spend some time to be alone to recharge my energy. But she loves to hang out with a group of people, party event.
Last time it was her birthday I’m ignored to meet her and don’t answer any of her messages.
She was very sad and I lose her.